It was Independence Day today~
the 51st.
It wasnt a hype here, just felt like an ordinary holiday.
Anyways, thought i'll commemorate it.
-ohmygawd, patriotism frm mua?!-
May the country stay peaceful and Never turn chaotic. oO
Reading is Not Recommended.
i feel lost.
not completely lost.
i have not had time to think/reflect.
been Procrastinating too much i suppose.
and now that 'thesomething' has passed, i am wandering...
wandering around, picking up the pieces, trying to move on,
to shift total focus towards what's important as of the moment --excelling in studies. no room for screw-ups.
but it cannot be easily forgotten.
it leaves a lasting effect.
it will pass, eventually, but the time has not come.
the past, present and future, all barring my thoughts of 'certain-cy'.
what's worse,
after months of abandonment, i've lost touch with -feeling-
and the feel of living as well.
all seems like a blur blockage, just moving on, do your stuff..
what my phy lecturer calls - on autopilot-
no feelings of emo either. -.-
...wallowing in the shallow pond, prevented from reaching the deep ends
people, somewhat close to me, know that i hvnt been taking coffee for a long time.
Well since soo many people around me R taking coffee, i decided to give it a shot~
not that i don't like it or anything.
just that i've never bothered making a cup or ordering one.
so what made me make one today was, there was no breakfast and i was feeling sleepy still. So, i saw some coffeeMix on the table (gifts from someone) and Made Coffee~
it's one of those 3 in one packets..
&
it was really sweet. too sweet.
but everything was fine. it didn't change anything,
until i went to wash the cup, that is.
I began getting slight headaches and feeling sleepier than before.. -.0
so, since it's a sunday, and there's plenty of studying piling up...sleeping beats studying~ XD
after less than an hour, stomach pain woke me up.. -.-
then i felt like crap, and visits to toilet totaled to 2 for the day.
kinda felt like i'm suffering from a hangover.. -.-
yeah it wasn't too bad but coffee didn't give me the Pleasant and happy feeling that i thought i was gona get..
maybe next time i should just stick to certain coffees. ..
there's another robbery, happened to another closed one. -.-
how it happened:
she was going to work.
Went to open the gate (it's not auto)
robber somehow got in.
and into her car.
grabbed her bag
and dropped her labbie (labtop).
which means.
zzzz. ic, hp, etc gone~1 - -
this seems to b happening a lot lately. esp to ppl close to me. @@
be careful! 
this is how i feel now. *lets out a great big sigh- a happpy, relieved sigh* ;D
wht went on today? well, just handed in some assignments. that's all.
but somewht feeling like i've just being freed~ olol~
wht went on this week?
nth that i can remember~ lol
it's all a great big blurrr....
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anyways, just thought i'l post sth cz i hvnt been posting when there Actually Were Things to Write..@@ loll..zz
yallo
in U now.. been planning to post a lot of stuff but none actually came its way out.. lol
anyway, i'l just pick one of them.
Robbery.
happened on 7th Aug, night. My neighour's house.
Only the ground floor was attacked, with Projectors, labtops, sling bag.. etc stolen. Their house was targeted.
There were suspects of course but no evidence to prove accusations.
previously, a day or 2 ago, my neighbours bought new furniture from mammoth (i think).
so Mammoth sent d furniture, then said they forgot to bring some list and that they'll come back again.
The next day or 2day's time, they came back, however, with another 2 or 3 unidentified people, which was presumed to be other employees then... (after d break-in, we suspect that Those people must have surveyed the house.)
Now i'm not saying the company's stealing.. just that a worker or more of theirs have connections with thieves...
the odd thing is, they broke into their house,
Through My house! @@
i mean my house compound..
they chewed cut my backyard fence..
then made another hole in my front lawn's fence, to get to my neighbour's.. ==
they didnt attempt to get into my house though.
so they went into my neighbour's by using a long pole to obtain their house keys!, hanged somewhere downstairs.. so, -Dont Leave Any of ur House and Car Keys Downstairs..
they gt their car keys as well and opened their cars.. but luckily, nth was stolen there. and they din steal d car cz they cant open the gate w/o making some noise.. mm..
there's been quite a Lot of these cases lately.. but after spending a day, waiting at d station to report the theft, they'll jz keep a record.. nothing else done really..
-ohmygawd, patriotism frm mua?!-
