Reading is Not Recommended.
i feel lost.
not completely lost.
i have not had time to think/reflect.
been Procrastinating too much i suppose.
and now that 'thesomething' has passed, i am wandering...
wandering around, picking up the pieces, trying to move on,
to shift total focus towards what's important as of the moment --excelling in studies.
no room for screw-ups.
but it cannot be easily forgotten.
it leaves a lasting effect.
it will pass, eventually, but the time has not come.
the past, present and future, all barring my thoughts of 'certain-cy'.
what's worse,
after months of abandonment, i've lost touch with -feeling-
and the feel of living as well.
all seems like a blur blockage, just moving on, do your stuff..
what my phy lecturer calls - on autopilot-
no feelings of emo either. -.-
...wallowing in the shallow pond, prevented from reaching the deep ends
i feel lost. not completely lost.
i have not had time to think/reflect.
been Procrastinating too much i suppose.
and now that 'thesomething' has passed, i am wandering...
wandering around, picking up the pieces, trying to move on,
to shift total focus towards what's important as of the moment --excelling in studies.
no room for screw-ups.
but it cannot be easily forgotten.
it leaves a lasting effect.
it will pass, eventually, but the time has not come.
the past, present and future, all barring my thoughts of 'certain-cy'.
what's worse,
after months of abandonment, i've lost touch with -feeling-
and the feel of living as well.
all seems like a blur blockage, just moving on, do your stuff..
what my phy lecturer calls - on autopilot-
no feelings of emo either. -.-
...wallowing in the shallow pond, prevented from reaching the deep ends
