in d Slumps
cjLee
...
when she found out
she was terribly upset
like a sword piercing through her heart
not just betrayal but more
she was shaken
but no tears escaped

she felt static in mind
and pondered where her strength had gone
when she screwed one
why she hadnt taken risks

awful did she feel
yet she could see it all along
how she let slipped
it'll be etched in her mind for long

the red sky
has turned dark
grumbling in disapproval
before the tears fall

staring at the sky
listening to the leaves
she feels better now
she's moving on
but it still hurts her
it hurts her most
in the planet she lives
planet earth it is
and the worst of all,
they will never know...
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day in day out
cjLee
Pops out the compose page and in comes the laziness.
I'll summarise a week(tat is ths current week tat's ending) in a few words..

Magazine production
Edition
Swim
Kayak
Gym
Huge MEALS
stomach discomfort after that
bodyache
magazine production
magazine printing
money in~
story telling
oral presentation
homework
IT preparation
math A test
IT presentation
Look good in suit
more dinners
sleepy
tired
tired of fancy food
ZoMG more essay
rawr
rawf
oof

okay.. mayb more than a few words..

-cya at the end of june
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cjLee
todey's a FriDay~
tml's a saturday~ A SaTURDAY wthout tests~!
ohyea~

tat's exactly why i thought of catching narnia wHen i can..
hm.. anyone?

I have handed in my eng assignment today~
a 1k words essay on whether zoos should be banned. Due to word limit, again i am dissatisfied.. my essay is too compact.!. ==.. n thr was a blackout from 2230 onwards on d day be4 submission..
anyway, i slept for 7hrs(all thanks to blkout~ too warm to do anything but lay dead) while most of my friends slept only for 30mins, 45mins or 2/3 hrs to finish their essay... @@ *empty kopi cup & birds nest bottles aplenty*

anyway,
my part-time eng lecture's as irritating and nervy as EVER!
she goes... spam spam niam swt swit Foot`
(we are now working on a magazine) and she goes, to ask for opinions while she alrdy has a plan and just Wont Budge until we stick to her way.. Then wht's d point of creating an editorial board?! Slaving under her nose for 3weeks is Not easy!

anyway, gotta enjoy ths weekend~
it's to replace nxt weekend of tests~

to all freshform6mers, Have a Great year of Hard and nose grinding Work~

as for me, i am Happy today~

`I thank God`
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cjLee
i'm back~ to post, i mean.
a certain ba has kicked in some kinda inspiration for a snoozing blog.
(& reluctant to touch eng essay assignment)


-2seconds-

i've got nootin to post..

==

some updates~ i've handed in my web designs~ it's simple looking but good enuf~


*me. pages (odd instuctions.. mz touch on friends for ths page)


movies page

i have been eating all sorts of cakes frm secret recipe of late..
and also a bueno addict.
besides dark macadamia choc~

havent really gt time for devotional reading..
books are stacking up @@
n i ran outta shelf..

another *and, form6 starts tomorrow~!
most jpa rejects(except for 1) will be there, i think.
which makes me feel like returning thr~

to mariana, may u and ur *air rule labuan~
to doeba, CongraTs~
to Loeba~ gd to hv u+tigera+penyu, back~
to sw, bl hooker... hi
to all JPA Rejects, move on~
other JPA recipients, Congrats again~!
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cjLee

Instructions

Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
it can happen~

2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
rarely...

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
everywhr..

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
good life

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

not a matter of belief. it does happen.. WAKE uP~!

6. Do you like being who you are today?
yes / no

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
fund my entire education programs, get a car, parents, charity, some techo gadgets, books, bank for interest.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i've no idea

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
i'll prefer to eat it... swim in wht i eat.. er no..?

10. Do you wear boxers?
never been in one.

11. Which type of cars I love the most?
some envi friendly, lux lookin car.

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?
my other half? hug i supo.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they
keep quiet?
point if i didnt notice.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God, family, friends, joy...

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
no money no shop

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
new sony cam tat i'll soon own..., comp..

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
attitude

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
failing to reach d target's i've set

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
nay, tho tempting.

20. What i ate today
buffalo wing and shepherd pie.

not tagging anyone.. almost everyone has done ths..

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Twilight
cjLee
revising for this saturday's Math A quiz is what i should be doing..
completing an IT assignment included...
starting an English assignment included also..

but.. nuo... i am Engrossed in a book.. a romance story..
evading duties for long hours.
and I'm kinda Hooked.. ==
and here i am, feeling all guilty and carrying out a *penance by posting in a blog for the first time in weeks.. how ironic..

I never thought the book will obsess me in any way...
reading the first few pages gave me an impression tat it's just any other book and the language wasn't as beautiful as my last book (Life with Marley)
then again, i was surprisingly relating really well with the story and my imagination ran wild~ *Ba *High-Wild*


yesh.. twilight by stephenie meyer..

Much of Twilight is devoted to Bella’s crush on Edward Cullen(a vampire), the handsome gorgeous biology partner. The story revolves around Bella, finding out more of Edward's life and family and Edward, somehow intrigued by her smell and life. Then the climax comes alive when some other vampire, a hunter who's hungry for Bella and wont stop until he got her. So, Edward and his family of good vampires works together to save Bella from a maniac hunter....

yea.. my poorly written brief review definitely wont give you any impression.
I haven't been reading vampirish stories for approximately half a decade until this one pops up. But i gotta say, the plot's good and was well written. It gave my imagination an incredible surge and makes me hungry for more until I've finished reading it. What attracts me more is the strong bond of family, good people, my own imagination of how they look, the care, the love, the humanity, the sarcasm..etc.. *Haven't had this feeling since the days of Harry Potter and Abhorsen.

now after reading it, My mind can go to rest and be filled with school-work-stuff... I probably should pick a better time to read the second book, New Moon. There's a 3rd also, Eclipse which i think is nicer than New Moon. There'll be more to come. It's a saga~

Twilight is also being made into a movie i found, which will only be out in..December osth lidat.

Here are the bloodsuckers from Twilight.. the "good bloodsuckers: The Cullen family
Fom left to right the actors are Kellan Lutz, Elizabeth Reaser(Grey's Anatomy), Nikki Reed(The O.C), Robert Pattinson, Peter Facinelli, Ashley Greene and Jackson Rathbone.

Pattinson will play Edward.. the dude who played Cedric from Harry Potter and d Goblet of Fire.
I'll accept it.. though the one in my mind is of couse, much better~ XP
Catherine Hardwicke(Thirteen and Lords of Dogtown) will direct it.

oh yeah.. back to the bookcover above.. After finishing the book, I still dont get something.. What's With the apple?! lol.. I only, did get it after returning to the page before Preface, of the book.
Anyway, i goggled it also and got the confirmation. Here it is if u're interested.

The apple on the cover of Twilight represents "forbidden fruit." I used the scripture from Genesis (located just after the table of contents) because I loved the phrase "the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil." Isn't this exactly what Bella ends up with? A working knowledge of what good is, and what evil is. The nice thing about the apple is it has so many symbolic roots. You've got the apple in Snow White, one bite and you're frozen forever in a state of not-quite-death... Then you have Paris and the golden apple in Greek mythology—look how much trouble that started. Apples are quite the versatile fruit. In the end, I love the beautiful simplicity of the picture. To me it says: choice. -Stephenie Meyer

in short, Edward n Bella's love is forbidden.


..i like to eat apples..
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cjLee
Life is a little overwhelming right now.. too much to create a proper post..
guess i was never one to speak much, silence remains too, in writing.
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