cjLee
COuld you believe that i came in here having in mind to post sth and lost it when the compose page loads? ==

A lot of assignments are kicking in... the big ones are english n IT.. btw, anyone got microsoft frontpage? and some exams are in a week~ o crap..

i've been close to illness.. felt like puking yesterday night but good thing nothing actually came up.. well, kinda a good thing..?

and i've grown so much thinner than during ns period. It's Flat~ much to pq's disappointment.. she's probably gonna choke me when she finds out.. ohhohoho..~

went to Manhattans Fish market the other night.. and dang their service is slllowwww.~!
family and i sat there for about 1hr and 30mins before a dish arrive.. and 20mins later comes another one.. then someone got a lil. impatient n fed up and talked threateningly at a waiter... who seems to messed up all our orders.. == they got my dad's orders wrongly, again, i might add and also, both my bro's n mom's. mine was luckily good and fulfilling~ it's the flammed prawns with fries.. code D)05 if i aint wrong. finally left the place after approximately 2hrs..

aannnd, i Dislike my driver instructor, much~! I'l gonna ***&** that person who says he's good~. == i hope i'll learn and master quickly and take d test ASAP!.. he's making me dislike driving, quite a lot..

ohyea. talked to eteng yesterday~ she's started her studies and is settling down fine and doing pretty good~

okies.. class later.
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bla
cjLee
crappy connections every night, am I the only one?
review of this week,
my timetable has changed..
getting used to new life's routine..
been sleeping alot..
morning blues each morning..
i think i've caught some1's disease..
homework n assignments mounting..
i'm slacking.
i noticed my english standard was dropped triple-fold`
i have a class on saturday!
haven't yet finish watching mobile suit gundam 00..
u know, the new one.. quite nice also, my opinion.

i watched nancy drew yesterday nite..
the whole movie is narrated! omg..
not much suspense and rather boring..
eg of narration, 'her phone rings, she picks it up'
'hello?' came the voice of nancy..
..'and nancy gave a radiant smile..'
they narrate it down to the movie credits.. clothes designer n everything.. @@
and i watched it to the end.. (wha...?)
i think the blind will appreciate narrated movies, a lot.. ..

one's writing style manifests one's mood... okay, this is soo very true~
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Ba - Uni.. OWT!@(*!
cjLee
Okies.. Day 1, and I finally got my timetable..
and It's So Damn Packed~!
and the system is Unorganized with dealing with Our Timetables~!
Some People waited for Centuries~!
Seriously~

Actually Monday ought to be less hectic for me~
class from 8.30-9.30am, next one will be 3pm to 6.30pm.
see the big gap? there's time to nod of~
but on tue, I'll have class from 8.30am to 3pm without any breaks in between..
days like fri, wed.. i'll have class from 8.30am to 6.30pm with short breaks during lunch hour...
but I was so butt tired and weary and sleepy by 7pm.. at the end of a 'less classes' Monday..
oyaoch~

I have complains... Eng 8HRS Per Week!~
zzz ><>
and tha techa has added an extra 1 and half hrs~!
to complete the 8hrs.. ohtoot..
Outsiders may not understanding my rambles...
to make it simple,
1)1st day, I am already tired by the end of the day even though the day ain't so packed, like Tue, Fri, Wed...etc.
2)Whenever there is English class, the day will BE PACKED! (Mon, Tue, Wed, Fri)!!!
3).. I quite like my first day~.. i think..
4)Don't exactly love my group, nor have any distaste feelings towards it~
5)I Realized that I haven't touch my calculator for about 3 Months~!
6)My brain has really gone off to a Deep Slumber and is officially retired~
7)ref.6--> IT HAS GOTTA Start WORKING!
8)I couldn't even converse millisecond to microsecond.. ==.. WTF..
9)What I'm learning this week will be rather simple, more of less of like F5 really..
10)eh.. How to use the memory on the calculator..? X-->M?! there is no such button~!


......A TINY LIZARD HAS MIGRATED TO MY ROOM~!
IT'S 2cm AWAY FROM MY PANTS~!...
ohhhhhwoof.

-drained.oof...
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New Direction
cjLee

My studies are starting tomorrow,
my brain's rusty,
my mind's lazy,
overall I'm sub-conscious.
>OMG<

Many friends have gone WE,
cross the oceans to
Singapore, Australia, NZ, UK, US,
you name it.
Some awaiting for F6, scholarships,
while working, lazying, ns-ing, parasiting...
in the meantime.

Things have certainly change.
Just within 3 months.
New adventures, New challenges,
New Life, New direction,
New friends, New experiences...
All added up,
impacting us all...
changing us,
hopefully to a better individual.

-gathering my thoughts, failing grimly.
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Summary of my NS experience
cjLee

*my company's teacher, Cikgu Diswa and I on the night of graduation, 10th March '08*

okay. here's an update for ns, my opinion. Sorry it took so dang long...
Just couldn't get my mind to come to terms of blogging.
Anyways, here it goes~

National Service (NS) for me was all right. It might not be as memorable or as 'fun' as i have hoped. Sure i did all those activities that were to give trills~ ie. Flying fox, high rope, obstacle course, kayaking, marching competition, netball competition, shooting M16... but i didn't had the fun i thought i would.
I've been to 2 camps, for those who knows not, Kem Bukit Saban, Betong and Kem Puncak Permai, Bau and have had the privilege of gaining experience from two obviously, very different camps.
Here, I've summed up the contrast.
and have loaded up some photos from both camps in my multiply acc.
KBB, Betong
Rural woody area.		 KPP, Bau
Very close to town.
Looks plain and simple. Modern Looking.
Yellowish-brown water for use Non-opaque paip water
for use.
Only main rules are imposed. All rules are a must to
followed.
No trainees from Semenanjung. More than a hundred.
Friendlier trainees. Racial boundaries.
only Celcom line usable. No specifications.
Food was okay. Better food.
Evening exercise not a must. Evening exercise is
a Must.
Cemented dorm floor. Tiled dorm floor.
12 people ony in my dorm. 26 ppl in ths dorm.
Pakaian awam' allowed
outside dorm.		 Only allowed in dorms.
Allowed to return to dorm by 10.30pm during free nights. Return to dorm around
11pm no matter what.
Somehow less tiring. More tiring.
Insufficient water
for shower all the time.		 Rarely happens.
Bigger obstacle course
(in woods).		 Smaller.
Small pond. Average sized pond.
Less trainers. More trainers, much
more friendly &
easy going.
Can sit with any group of
'wirawati', no matter which company at the hall.		 Allowed to sit with
our own dorm mates
only *tho we do move to
other tables sometimes*.
Can enter other company's dormitories.
Use i-talk card.
 Not encouraged to
enter other company's
dorms.
Use phone card.





Facts
1) In the 1st month, we go for classes from day to night.
2) Bau camp definitely have better facilities.
3) Commanders from both camps are friendly.
4) I moved to Bau camp on 24th January after my transfer was granted.
5) I did not get all teary on graduation day at Bau camp.
6) I had a better circle of friends at Betong camp.
7) Gone sick the most times in a light year. (while in Btg)
8) Ate the most medicine in such a short period of time as well. (while in Btg)
9) Overall an experience non the less.
10) My brain has gone rusty.
11) My bones are still lazy.
12) I got around 10 bruises on my left leg while at KPP, after the obstacle course's competition.
13) I think that I did more exercise that actually benefits while at home.
14) At the back of both my foots, below the ankle are dark patches of skin caused by the class' heels worn.
15)I think KPP's classes are held more interestingly than KBB's for module PK. or i could be wrong..

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Typical Class Session
cjLee
The NS program started on a thursday, 3rd Jan '08. That day was the first class of Modul Pembinaan Karektor, Modul 1- Menampilkan Yang Terbaik Dalam Diri Sendiri. It was particularly boring and vapid.. I find it easier to fall asleep in each subsequent class.

We each get a workbook and the class was conducted in a kindy-style, as most would call it. The class hit off with music, to which we were forced to dance/walk around the class, clapping hands according to the beat. *Only compelled to do so for the first few class sessions. The teacher eventually got fed up of asking us to do so.. =P*

After two or three songs, there would be another one, signalling for us to be sitted before the end of it. Otherwise, we would have broken a class rule.. When we're all seated, we'll be asked to clap hands for ourselves.. == *I find this utterly pointless*

Then the teacher would read whatever he's teaching from a piece of paper, readily prepared for all ns teachers. We would then be asked to stand up almost immediately after we're seated to perform 'Gerakan Ceria' of the day according to a topic. Ie. Act out what one does when he wakes up --> teeth brushing, showering, clothing, hair combing, breakfast eating etc.. After that, we are to clap hands for ourselves and be seated. When we're all seated, we'll be asked to stand up once again and move to our divided groups. =="

From then on, the class will continue following the topics of the workbook. Whenever there's an activity or a game, my teacher will take an agonisingly long time to explain it. First, he'll read the instructions from the paper in his hand, next he'll repeat the whole thing with explanations for each sentence. Sometimes, he'll repeat it all over again, this time, with his own words.. *Gomez* Then, he'll have a group do a demo. Finally, it's out turn to carry out the activity and most of the time, we finished it off in about a minute or two, while he took about 10-15mins to explain.. =="

When we do our workbook, we'll be asked to sit in 'diet' form, which is face to face with a person and share what we've written in out workbook.

Classes begin from 9am to 12pm with a break at 10.30am-11am. For Monday and Tuesday, there'll be classes at night too~

Classes for modul 1 was really uninteresting and wearisome, due to boredom. Modul 2-Menampilkan Yang Terbaik Dalam Diri Orang Lain was more lively because there were more activites and more eventful. Overall, we devoted about 2 weeks to each modul mentioned and were all glad when both modul ended~ Throughout the duration, made more friends and meet more people. Class sessions (& Aktiviti Riadah) were the only time one is official allowed to interact with the opposite sex. For this camp, interaction with the opposite sex isnt too difficult as compared to the other camp i was transferred to.

Besides class sessions taking pretty much of the day, sometimes we would have theory classes, eg. CPR and Safety talks and Types of Ropes in the afternoon at the hall dressed in PT(sports) clothes. We also had about 3 PTS(Permainan Tanpa Senjata) sessions. It's something like Teakwondo. We dressed in PT clothes to do this, while in my latter camp, they had to be dressed in Full Celoreng! (the full camouflage-looking attire) which makes one feel REALLY WARM!

At other times, besides the classes, we dont do anything but be seated in the hall and wait patiently for time to pass by.
PK2 - My Class
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2nd Sunday of NS
cjLee
6th Jan. '08

The first Sunday that non-Muslim trainees get a step out of camp ground. I, as a Roman Catholic got on a bus to St. Anthony's Chapel, which is the furthest from the camp.

The chapel is little, surrounded by trees, earth and mosquitoes. Mass service started at 8.30am in Bahasa Iban and a little Bahasa Malaysia when the chapel was fully filled. Half the time i was relating everything to English.. == This is the only mass celebrated by a priest. The following visits were conducted by a brother or two.. *i Dont know, i didnt attend.*
After that, we took a 25mins bus ride to Betong town~ Where we were only allowed to spend 20mins.. == WtF .. methodists spent 2Hours there!
So in that short frantic time, i bought a shoe glue to seal my gawping class' heels and spent the rest of the time waiting for others and (somewht 10mins) looking for doris' relatives' shops.. to no avail.. Soon it's back to the bus and Back to camp..

Since it's the first week of the month, my mom came for a visit!~ Supposely with my dad but they met an accident on their way up so my mom hitched a ride and only she showed up. *Details of her visit will not be mentioned.*
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